Haha...my post the other day was a slightly drunken one but i think i done ok considering :L...
i made an absolute tit outta myself that day... i think thats why i shouldnt drink. ever.
i dont wanna go into it, ill cringe too much.
i weighed the other day to find im down to 107! thank god i know its only two pounds but 109 was starting to get me down. i hope ill keep it off. :)
i feel really weird right now tho. i didnt eat all day... not intentionally as i wanted to have something little to speed up my metabolism but on the bus home i felt bad...also due to me not drinking enough i suppose...i might start taking them big 2 litre bottles to school. i might look stupid carrying one of them around all day, but if it'll get me to drink more its worth it. dehydration is my enemy...i tend to faint :L
my crazy ex has been texting me...i really need to change my number. i think he's trying to prove he's sorry but i dont want to speak to him. period. ive moved on, and i got more important things to worry about. but he cant take it so im going to change my number. my mother is telling me to go to the police, but i dont want to. ive had enough of them i wanna get on with my life.
my current boyfriend hasnt said anything about the anorexic comments i made on Saturday...thank god. i suppose he just thinks that i was drunk and that i didnt mean it. as i said loads of other things that were complete bullshit. ill prob find it all quite funny in a few weeks time but right now the memory is still raw and quite embarrassing.
im going to read all you're blogs now as i am very behind...which i apoligise for :L
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