Hi fellow anas :)
today was other good day...well until about 6:45.
half a packet of snack a jacks
but then my mother insisted i have dinner
i cant really say im not hungry as it will set off alarm bells in her head that im ana again.
chips carrots and cod.
yes in fucking batter.
i do actually like it. until i think of all the fat in it
that will hang on my huge thighs forever.
then i feel sick.
so i ate half of it.
then my boyfriend came over.
i couldnt believe it, he saw all my thinspo on my laptop.
the nosey thing was lookin for pictures of me to put on his fone, then he stumbled across the hundreds of pics of skinny girls. he asked me an what it was about, and i said i needed pictures of girls for a school project.
oh god i hope he didnt think of me havin a ED.
he didnt say anythin else tho. i hope his is too dumb to figure it out.
and just after he left,
i found my head burried in a tin of chocolates. well fuckin done me.
there is a reason for this binge...ive come on.
that explains it. so im not too pissed.
even tho im worried that i wont have lost as much as i wanted to this week.
does anyone have any excuses to miss dinner with the parentals?
cuz im drawing blank.
please leave your suggestions
and i will welcome them with open arms lol
lovee you alll